u'll be in my heart

U’ll be I my heart.

Come stop your crying

It will be all right

Just take my hand

Hold it tight

I will protect you

from all around you

I will be here

Don't you cry

For one so small,

you seem so strong

My arms will hold you,

keep you safe and warm

This bond between us

can't be broken

I will be here

Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart

Yes, you'll be in my heart

From this day on

Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart

No matter what they say

You'll be here

in my heart always

Always

we are one

We are one

b

As you go through life you'll see

There is so much that we

Don't understand

And the only thing we know

Is things don't always go

The way we planned

But you'll see every day

That we'll never turn away

When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side

Filled with hope and filled with pride

We are more than we are

We are one

If there's so much I must be

Can I still just be me

The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart

Or am I just one part

Of some big plan?

Even those who are gone

Are with us as we go on

Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy

One thing nothing can destroy

Is our pride, deep inside

We are one

We are one, you and I

We are like the earth and sky

One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead

All the courage that you need

You will find when you see

We are one

Ranau yang kurindu...

Syahdu terasa membaca tulisan kide di blognya yang meriah itu. I alwez love reading her blog. ntah napa. maybe bcoz it sounds more like home, dengan bahasa dusun dan sabah yang mengundang aramaitih dalam hatiku. Ranau... terlalu banyak kenangan manis di sana... tempatku membesar, rumah tampatku membesar pun di sana, families, friends, best friends, poring, sungai liwagu, gunung kinabalu(bangun pagi2, bulih nampak view gnung kinabalu yang amat cantik di hadapan rumah). My God, i really miss Ranau, really want to go back there.

tapi ntah bila... saya rindu kemeriahan keluarga saya setiap kali ada kenduri2, makan2, hari raya especially. i have a lot of families, so, satu minggu hari raya tu mcam nda ckup mo pi melawat smua. but i like it. becoz all the "kemeriahan" membawa ketenangan hati. sebab beramah mesra dengan family, itu yang menyebabkannya best. Plus. Makanan2 pun best (yeah, bcoz I love to eat). Dolu-dolu, time hari raya, my mami akan sibuk buat kerja di dapur sehari sebelum hari raya (as usual). My daddy pun sibuk dengan ‘arahan’ mami beli daginglah, ayamlah, apa2 je bahan2 yang perlu dimasak.

Sesuatu yang saya rindu ialah mencuri2 dengar perbincangan mamai n daddy di dapur tentang mcmna nak improve rasa rendang yang dimasak. Oh, I misss my mom’s rendang. Kalau ada makan2, kenduri, birthday party plak, semua families bkumpul and menggosip. Wahaha. Biasa… ada empat rumah yang selalu jd medan pertemuan, rumah nenek, rumah uncle hamka, rumah uncle jamadil, and rumah aunty mastura. My fav cousin? Mestilah c pipa, coz kami sama umur hehe. Alwez miss the old time, when we ngada2 menghabiskan masa ronggeng2 di pekan ranau, nda susah mo pi kedai, just wait for a ‘paweng’, naik ‘paweng’, dulu bayar 50sen ja, I don’t know how much it cost now.

The first place we went when we reached kedai was my daddy’s workplace. CIMB. Apalagi, minta duit la. So, my daddy, yang kurasakan, very proud to show his grown up daughters/son (coz he still looks young, and I used to call him papa rock) will give me money hehe. I was also, during that time, proud to show off hoho, menunjuk2la bah, aku anak orang yang femes di ranau. So many happy memories di ranau, kalau tulis di sini, 1 malam pun nda cukup.

But, tdk smuanya manis…. Ada juga yang menyedihkan, as usual, hidup tunggang tebalik, bukan static di tempat yang sama ja. That is why I never balik ranau.bcoz of the bad memories. Almost 2 years… but I still love ranau, and I really, dyingly, wish I could go back there, and smell all my happy memories there, even though bercampur bau taik lembu pun , I don’t care.hehe. and most importantly, my family, my daddy, forgive me for everything….

Tahniah Kide....

Baru-baru ni saya mndapat kiriman sms drpd sahabat lama, Askidah namanya. (huhu kide, femes nama ko disini). Sms mengucapkan selamat hari mama (oh rupa-rupanya aku ini masuk dalam kategori yang diraikan huhu) dan pemberitahuan bahawa dia dgn rasminya telah menghabiskan study dia. tahniah2, daku tumpang gembira. kerana kita sama-sama habis study pada tahun ini alhamdulillah... terasa terlalu cepat masa berlalu. baru2 ni dapat result final exam, alhamdulillah, smua ok walaupun ada yang tersasar daripada target. nak buat cemana, rezeki saya cuma itu, sudah buat sedaya mampu. cuma, kasihan dengan sesetengah kawan2 yang lain, mereka terpaksa resit paper tertentu. insyaallah, moga semuanya dimudahkan untuk kalian.


Vitamin C - graduation.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon

And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

La, la, la, la...
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la...
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever



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